Sunday, October 26, 2003

beef sausage frm cold storage -$1.50

i was clearing up my room digging thro some of my old stuff. found some photos of my studio in yr one. looking at those photos i remember how different things were in year one.



iad studios, never again.

the way studios were meant to be.



i can almost smell that connor.

table, fences and heaps of rubbish - evidence of work.



u think its neat? well i messed up someone else's table instead.

my table which i managed to keep wif me for 2yrs.





i remember my first day and how we were addresed, how we were taught to behave and how strict our lecturer was (now he's a softie). while it seem like we had chosen a ticket to 3yrs of damnation; the experience, though painstakingly taxing on our mental and physical selves, was in the end truly fullfilling. it was satifying to look back and noe u had really worked hard. it was gratifying to realise the amount u learnt wif the hrs u had put into work. it was dignifying to noe u were to the only ones, save a few other cohorts taught under the same lecturer, to hav been put through such ordeal and to have made it through.



i miss those times where jus abt everyone worked doubly hard, and did three times as much as we wldave. we were pushed, much, but not to our limits. however i feel that while most of us longed for rest and our eye rings only grew darker; we had ambition, common goals and also a common antagonist - our lecturer Keith. wif these hopes and cares occupying us, we had little time to form clicks, to be lazy and wasting our time, and to scrutinise each other's differences.



hard but simple times, yr one of interior architecture and design, wld always be a very large part of my life.

feeling nostalgic

Friday, October 24, 2003

mom's fish head soup -$priceless

i remember when i was first introduced to photoshop in my first poly year. then, it seemed like such an extrordinary tool. limitless possibilities in image creation. jus abt everyday i cld find something new abt the programe.

after awhile though, the things i cld learn abt photoshop stagnated and it became rather fustrating since i cldnt put my knowledge in the programe to pratical use (at that time i was only doin minor image editing which was fun at first but go abit dry along the way)...



also, i had this idiot of a lecture. when i asked him some simple questions abt the programe he told me to seek the help tool. was totally pissed! and now u wont find a help option in my photoshop programe, Ever!



however, it was not till only a yr later that somebody taught me how to use the programe in accordance to my course of study. it was like a new door opened in photoshop giving way to so many new persepctives in image editing and creation.



photoshop's a really fun tool. if uve got the basic shape or figure, human/animal or object u can create jus abt anything. it works really well wif a deecam. fred read in a article, that even the top users of photoshop only know abt 80% of the programe. it left me quite awed and i found myself wanting.

so if any one reading this noes photoshop real well, teach me! watever u noe and ill return the favour (that is if u dont already noe the little that i do). actually im quite willing to teach even if u dun noe any thing abt the programe.

knowledge shared, multiplies
calbee prawn crackers 85g -$1.25

*Mardi Gras, carnival before *Lent: in some places, a carnival held or ending on the day before the beginning of Lent, in the Christian calendar, often celebrated with costumes, parades, balls, and other festivities



*Lent, period before Easter in Christian calendar: the period of 40 weekdays before Easter observed in some Christian churches as a period of prayer, penance, fasting, and self-denial.









Was watching a cartoon and in it, this festival called *Mardi Gras was mentioned. I dint noe wat it was but the pple in the cartoon used the term loosely. I figured it mustave been a common holiday or somethin in Europe, so I had it checked out to make up for my ignorance. I found the above.



The cartoon featured the festival wif jus abt everyone in a great fanfare of parades and costumes. The town was bustling wif activities and there were all sorts of pple food and sales going on. Jus abt every room in that town was lit wif happenings it seem like lot of fun� lots of theft to.



Tmr/today being deepavali, i cld�nt help but wonder at the amt of �excitement� this �festival of lights� had brought. Infact even during Christmas or a New year, pple here hardly celebrate as a community. No bustle around the block, no children laughing, screaming their heads off whilst chasing each other (my brother�s having tution at 4 and im pitying both him and his tution teacher.), no fun.

So wat if the carnival brought abt some crime and disorder? Wat abt the little spark of celebration in life to look fwd to? i wonder if the word celebration has lots its meaning to ndp performances wif a bunch of audience waving abt their little flags.



i imagined dressing up and walkin thro a famillar town in the late evening, all decorated to look different. chilling winds bite into my skin but the heat of exicitement arnd soothes the soul. all arnd theres lots to eat, to buy, to look at. i bump into a few frnds amidts the buzz and we gallivant the night away.

I wanna hav lottsa festivals in my life.

Thursday, October 23, 2003

claypot ginger, salted chicken for two -$6.30

been workin on a new template for the past 2days now... i come to a pause and im feeling rather giddy. was gonna go a head and dump the new template into fateggs but after hearing a round of less than satifactory reviews i think im gonna go back to the html boards. anyways heres the test page.



steph said its too complicated... linn said the scrollings weird (which is the fustrating result of screen size configs)... aloy said the white words on the left are too diff to read (actually dint intend then to be read, prolly for the curious few)...

kev says the backgrd is nice, maybe change the font colors, make the blog contents window at the right side and put something else in da middle.

i think prolly the layout i had planned doesnt workout on a blog... maybe a webpage.



anyone readin this noe how to anchor a page so that it doesnt scroll?



still i gotta thank cheryl (not my cousin) for loaning me her book and dreamweaver.



and pls have a look at the test page and gimme ur comments, after all crits are crutial to good design...



Try a Right Click on the Test Page!

Saturday, October 18, 2003

napoleon, a Polar cake -$1.00

jus updated my pictures... look under the magazine section.



Ipoh Daily - updates to my last ipoh entry...



Melaka Exclusive - after ipoh we stopped by melaka, same roll of film as the ipoh updates.



Little Purple Book - 5 pics wif my hair on them for those who never saw it purple.





oh yea and pls leave a tip/comment in the tipbox, i noe it aint workin real well and i cant find a solution but try. =)

back to R.TYPE

Saturday, October 11, 2003

BilliyBombers -

onion rings, kamikazi burger, yin & yang burger, allstar burger, burger naked gun wif mushrooms and melted cheese, root-beer float, vanilla milk shake, chocolate flavoured cola, mango flavoured cola -$91.93


its been a while since ive sat down wif frnds for a meal like this... its great, food for celebration of our release frm questionable ethics and wavering design aspirations... atleast for now...

also the stoopid lady at the photo dev shop forgot to dev my pics, plus she was mighty rude abt it (grits teeth), guess the new magazine's only gonna come in next week...







the pixelworth facade.

frm icqs to email to blogs. these are the pixelworth facades.



the pixelworth facade grants the user a proxy. wif which on can fashion an identy one most prefers of him/herself. also reaction time here is maximised giving the user time to think twice b4 giving an ans that might cause him/her to sound stoopid. along wif these perks the pixelworth facade is also subject to perception. since and online conversation does not contain body language and facial gestures, most text is left mainly informational. although smileys hav tried to replace such expressions, i believe they are v.limited and are less effective when it comes to relaying feelings. ofcoures one cld use flowery language to enhance a desired mood but even shakesphere cldnt reside solely in books.



personally, this character stand in has become a large part of my life. conversations online differ frm face to face, in that i can hide behind this facade. concequences of wat i say seem to matter less and reactions to wat is said are also less discriminating.



whilst the pixelworth facade fashions a comfort zone for one to be more expressive in his/her ideas, it also gives rise to lies, con-techinques and other sorts of deceptions - since theres is no sure way of authentication. i can only hope that pple wld wise up and noe the person behind the pixelworth facade b4 trusting such a proxy.



now uve seen my mind... or hav u?

Tuesday, October 7, 2003

Royce, rare white -$12.00

two days in to my super holiday and its been real good. monday night came wif the leaders meeting thing... which was good, since some awkward part of the bible was cleared up. and prayer was made for me, its personal and im real happy abt it =) -it's a msg to be remembered-



and on tues i got DUNE! the machine crusade... haha long awaited and finally out wooohooo! im already hooked =)

and theres comming up this week - canoes! movies! birfday partay! also my presantation is this week... i guess its not something to be raving over but the week's still good since im done wif work for now... hahahaha! .gloats.



oh.. but ill be needing cash huh... hmm... will work on that.



and ive stumbled upon many weird html commands and scripts, got me really excited abt a new layout for fateggs. i mean there are soooo many! frm "no right click" scripts to clocks and cursor trailers... man! the choices seem unlimited.

theres even one that lets ur text marquee like this! plus u cld make it really long so it keeps scrolling and scrolling and scrolling......

how irritating is that^ ?! =D HAHA! the elations of choice.



off to play out my week!

Monday, October 6, 2003

chicken murtabak opp bugis junction -$5.00

finally submitted my project... aish. 3mths await me, 3mths of unknown and unfamiliarity. i guess its not that ill miss IAD lots but ill miss familiarity. no matter how lousy the experience, as long as familiarity sets in, leaving is always a pain let alone the more enjoyable ones...



to the yr3s of this poly yr, i must thank u all for ur wonderful hospitally. since i dint noe many of u and none well, ur support and accommodation to my classmates and i is very much appriciated. thank you.



looking back my entries in july i realised that i face a similliar situation. once again the studios of iad hav become very much home and leaving it always weighs me down.

yet feeling are feelings and many times mixed. im most happy to be no longer burderned wif projects and given much time to myself... ive gotta whole list of stuff!

aish.



tmr beckons today...