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the is safety in the council of friends... how true...



in the recent happenings ive been very stressed... and pressured... kinda put me in touchy mode.

design and its issues hav always been close to heart. and not jus close to heart, also very misunderstood.

i was gonna blow my top... and go all out ona kamakazi rush to chide all liveing beings that made my life as a designer hell...



pukingcoldblood.



but after talking to a few pple... and lastly my care grp leader... i realised that being angry at my pple who dont noe anyhthing abt design really isnt gonna help my future.



im convinced that ignorance prevails among the larger part of non-designers.



to most, designers speak greek (or at least it has become a popular belief). besides, it wld also prolly result in more misunderstanding amongst designer and non-desginer. nobody wld truly understand a designer's pain. but in hope, they can see a difference in good work and crap. so i guess its really up to my God to change their minds; and im gonna stick arnd to see it happen, playing the low key.



all in all im glad that i finally hav a release in pressure. now i noe wat to do... its a risk but i feel a peace that comes wif the decision. ya... aii. between vengence and hope i choose the latter.



for better tmrs.