starbucks coffee, steamed milk irish cream -$5.00

got abit of extra time of my hands... took a trip down sucky memory lane...

bah. i hate bad memories, managed to forget most of em, but somehow seeing the pple i once knew always brings back feelings of anguish and thwartings. tend to feel stupid, wish that past was non-existant.

"live for today" - difficult. im not happy...

mistakes sometimes hav a lasting effect, and its difficult to proceed, carefree, when i noe i might make one. if life's like a card game... aii i dun play cards.



nevertheless, perfection is too heavy a burdern to carry, ill take my chances and forget my mistakes.

forget, forgot, forget again